A Week of Raising My Vibrations

I can’t quite decide if the most surreal moment of the week was swimming like a fish standing up fully clothed in a room or flinging my self around in abandonment during a dance meditation class with 20 other strangers.

What a week it has been!

To connect with Intention, the Universal Life Force, it’s important to raise your energetic vibrations. By this I mean operating at high energy level thoughts and actions such as love, kindness, beauty, compassion, gratitude and acceptance. Low level activity are thoughts such as anger, depression, sadness, jealousy, hatred, guilt and so on.

You can also raise your vibrations through spiritual practices such as prayer, mediation, yoga, reiki, dance and spending time in high energy places like temples, churches, places with crystals and surrounding yourself with nature.

So in line with my intention of INTENTION this week I have done something every day to raise my vibrations!

First up was a rebirthing session, where better to start than being reborn?! I met the man, Franz Simon, on the roof top of his guest house. Before going into the session he asked me if there was anything particular I would like to discuss, I hadn’t expected this so was not prepared with a topic, so threw relationships into the equation. He proceeded me ask me more about the situation and then took me through a set of questions which I found really interesting, I will share the exercise here incase it resonates with anyone else reading this:

If I were to trust myself 5% more I would…… (ask yourself this 6-10 times)

If I were to listen to my inner voice 5% more I would……. (again 6-10 times)

If I were to allow people to hear my inner melody 5% more I would……  (again 6-10 times)

If I was to not live up to other peoples expectations I would…….

Then we went down to the room he works from to do the rebirthing session. Before we got started he advised me that sometimes peoples hands curl up with cramps and their legs get paralysed, but there was nothing to worry about this was all part of releasing emotional blocks that are stored in our bodies…….was slightly nervous!

I began the first breathing technique standing up, I was to raise my arms with the in breaths and down with the exhale. As I got into it he just told me to move my arms how ever felt right and to really get into feeling the movement, before I knew it I was doing some kind of breaststroke feeling like I was swimming under the ocean! It was brilliant! I then progressed to my knees and then finally lying down. After a while he took me through some other techniques and my arms did start to feel a tingling sensation. By the end of the session I had this incredible energy shooting out of my hands and it felt great!

To conclude the session he told me that he felt I should focus on my getting into my body rather than my mind, he said It’s like I just accept that I have asthma but there are ways of curing it these days. One being with a guru in India called Ravi Shankar who runs breathing courses. So I am going to take his advice and start to focus more on my body, health and feelings rather than so much mind work which I have already done a lot of.

The next day I went on a whirlwind trip to Amristar in Punjab, the home of the famous Sikh Golden temple. It is not only a central religious place of the Sikhs, but also a symbol of human brotherhood and equality. Everybody, irrespective of cast, creed or race can seek spiritual solace and religious fulfilment without any hindrance there.  It’s stunning, it really is gold and the actual temple marble walls are inlaid with precious stones.

We queued up with all the other 1000s of Indians wanting to go inside the temple, squished in the 40 degree heat. Luckily they had fans whirring!  It was quite an experience, and definitely worth it once inside. They have people constantly chanting from the Holy book and playing instruments which creates a really lovely atmosphere of worship. It really was a fun day out, despite the crowds and heat we were all super energized and even had some time for shoe shopping!

On Thursday I walked the Korra which is the circular walk around the Dalai Lama temple. Tibetan Buddhists do this walk morning and evening, the intention is to create positive energy to send out to the universe. There are prayer wheels all along it which you turn and it sends out the Tibetan chant “Om Mani Padme Um”. People buy prayer flags, write names of people on the back they wish to send prayers for and then hang them in the trees. The breeze blows on the flags and sends out the prayers, it’s lovely.

Friday night I had a very surreal but fun experience, I went to a 5 Rhythms dance/ meditation class. It was in a stunning setting in the side of the mountain with the front all open, once the stars came out it was beautiful to be dancing under them.

Bascially the idea is that you keep moving/ dancing for the full 2 hours, even if it’s on the floor! They play music you wouldn’t necessarily know and a variety of genres and rhythms. It builds up in to a peak after the first hour and then calms down. Sometimes you are asked to dance with a partner, other times in a circle and other times simply freestyle.

I love dancing so it was fun but I did look round every now and then to have a chuckle. The dance was all about expressing yourself and really feeling your body so it wasn’t your standard dancing on the spot in a night club! One minute it was french piano, then tribal, then rave, then Tina Turner and even classical. I am sure I will go to another class when I am back in UK, it was something different to do!

Yesterday I went up to the Buddhist Meditation retreat called Tushita for a guided meditation session. We were told to breathe in through nose, down through heart into stomach and then exhale, stomach, heart and nose. The subject for the mediation was letting go  of attachments. They ran through a series of examples of how everything we perceive is all made up in the mind, for example the name of a mountain and the concept of a mountain are not in the mountain, it is from our mind. Our name and concept of who we are are not actually within us somewhere but are our thoughts and others thoughts about us. The idea is just to get to the state of everything just being as it is, quieting the mind. It’s the concept of Non Dualism, rather than hot cold, good bad, happy sad just being.

Felt lovely after that session and even better when I discovered a cute little organic cafe on the mountain path where I had pancakes with banana and honey. mmmmmm. Was real comfort food!

I have continued to practice Reiki every day and what with all these other activities I think my energy is sky high right now! It really does make a difference to consciously do something to raise your energy each day.

Wow well I think that is enough to report for this week! I am leaving McLeod Ganj this evening to go to Manali. My next post may be a little late as next Friday I am going to spend 5 nights in a Tibetan Monastery where I plan to have some quiet time.

Lots of love xxx

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On the Eve of My Rebirth……

I am a yoga teacher!!! I am so excited! It feels fantastic to have made it through the course, there were some hard parts, some exhausting parts but over all a lot of fun. Learning the Reiki whilst doing it has also added an extra dimension to it which I’m loving. I can’t wait to get using all this new knowledge and skills when I get home!

All my lovely new friends are slowing departing for their next adventures and very soon I will be going of on my own again for my last month. I just said goodbye to Vicky, who I have been travelling with on and off for nearly my whole trip, it’s not for long though as I am sure I’ll be seeing her back in UK when I am back. It’s been brilliant to have made such a great friend out here.

This weekend I think I will be going further up into the mountains to Manali, then next week I have booked to stay in a Tibetan monastery in the middle of nowhere, the plan is to spend some quiet time meditating and processing all that I have learnt over the past 5 weeks.

Last night I treated myself to a Tibetan dream massage which has relaxed me so much that today has been a bit of a write off! They apply pressure to certain points on your body, give you Reiki and an overall very relaxing massage. I suspect I may be going back there before I leave….

Tomorrow is a big day for me……I am being reborn!!!! Well I am going to have a re-birthing session. I can’t explain too much about it now as I am not really sure what expect but it’s basically a breathing technique that helps you to release any stored negative emotions right back from when you were little, or even before you were born! The technique apparently reminds you how to breath properly again as so often we do not. Asthmatic ‘s especially have this problem as apparently we breathe more into our chests rather than take full breathes. So anyway I just thought I would give it a go and see what happens! I’ll report back next time…. :-)

The day after my “rebirth” I am going on a day trip (7 hours there and 7 hours back) to Amritsar to see the famous Golden Temple and the India/Pakistan boarder closing ceremony. Should be an adventure!

My intention of intention is going strong. Every moment I am paying attention to my mind and switching any seemingly negative doubts or worries to the positive. What do I want to feel rather than what may or may not happen. I was given a great analogy of intention the other day; when you have a garden you can leave it and it will grow green but full of weeds, how ever if you want roses, tomatoes or sunflowers you need to get weeding and plant some seeds.

Our minds naturally will veer towards doubts, worries, fears, insecurities and so on. For us to create what we want in our lives and connect with the Universal life force energy that constantly works with our thoughts we have to pay attention to what thoughts we put out there.

I have been feeling a bit emotional over the past few days with regards to leaving Javaid, who I have been having a little sweet romance with  here. However I am clear now that I want to leave it expressing to him that I am grateful to have met him, have enjoyed getting to know him and wish him well. There will be no walls going up, no sad good byes, just recognition of a lovely friendship that has developed.

My intention that I set in January for the whole year was LOVE, and I can honestly say that I do feel a lovely feeling of love and connection with all the friends I have made out here, with my parents and friends back home, with all the beautiful nature surrounding me and people who have crossed my path. When you focus on something for long enough it really does become part of what you see and experience in your life every day.

Right I am off to bed and to brave a GIANT spider in my room. In line with my intention I have decided to try something different and instead of feeling scared I have been sending the spider some love. Yesterday I spoke to her and told her she was very pretty ( I don’t think she will hear that very often!), she then proceeded to leave out of the front door. Which was nice until she reappeared last night and now she is currently above my toilet. She is as big as my hands and looks like a tarantula. I am not sure how I will go to the loo this evening but I am hoping she will respect my hospitality enough not to jump on my head……. :-)

Lots of love xxxx

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What Is Next?!

My Journey of Intention is technically at an end! Last May I started my 12 months of intention setting to see what would happen if I gave my self a different focus each month, and what an amazing experiment it has been! It doesn’t feel quite right though to end it whilst I am still out in India, so I am adding a couple of extra months on to the end to fully complete and document my experience out here.

So what is next for the month of May? The purpose in which I have used intention over the year has been about “being” a certain way but it also has another way of being used. When you focus on what you would like to create in your life, when you day dream about it, direct your actions towards it and trust that when the time is right God/The Universe will put opportunities in your way to make it happen, this is the Power of Intention.

Intention connects with the Universal Life Force energy that flows through all of us and everything living or non living thing. We are all made of energy and our thoughts are energy too, how we think creates our reality. Our thoughts connect to the Universe and we receive back what we think about. Which is why people say “be careful what you wish for”!

When I came out to India I wrote in my diary my intention for the trip. I listed the places i’d like to see, that I’d like to find the right yoga course for me, meet interesting people, to feel inspired and creative to be full of energy and ideas to start my life in Brighton. Over all the main thing was just to BE, to just be in the moment and trust where ever the journey took me was the right way. To trust that God/The Universe would look after me.

All this has happened and more, as you will have read about over the past few months. I have ended up in a beautiful place, learning yoga, reiki and as it happens learning even more about the power of Intention.

So my intention for May is actually going to be INTENTION. Focusing, imagining and manifesting what I would like to create next in my life. There are alsorts of techniques to help you do this which I will share with you each week. I am reading a perfect book to help me do just this; The Power of Intention by Wayne Dyer. In this book Wayne  Dyer lists the 7 characteristics of Intention, which he advises to focus on each day to get in tune with the energy of The Universe, which we are all a part of;

Kindness – Be kind to yourself, others and nature

Love – Be love, cooperation not competition. “Love is the force behind the will of God”.

Beauty – Look for beauty in everything.

Expansion – Be ever expanding, growning; intellectually, spiritually and emotionally.

Abundance – The Universe/ Gods Kingdom is limitless, be grateful for signs of abundance every day and trust there is enough for us all.

Creativity – Be creative, put what you would like to manifest in to writing….which brings it into reality.

Reception – Be open to receiving.

So this is what I am going to be focusing on!

Since writing last week I have done my second Reiki degree, intention is a large part of healing with Reiki as you intend on the energy flowing through you to heal yourself and others for your and their highest good.

I am absolutely loving Reiki. It really feels like the most special thing I have done. I have been giving myself Reiki each day and as the days have gone on I am feeling more and more energized and in such a fantastic headspace. It feels like another dimension to add to my “being healthy”, along with the yoga breathing practices I now do daily. I have also given Reiki to a couple of people which was such a lovely experience, it feels so great to be helping other people in such a caring way. When you lay your hands on the persons different energy centers you feel the energy flowing through. Sometimes it gets really hot and other times not, you have to use your intuition to know when it is time to move on to the next area.

My yoga course is coming to an end too! I can’t believe it’s almost been 5 weeks. All our demonstrations, correction practice in the classes and exams are over now. I just have a few more yoga classes to go to until I get my certificate on Saturday, I can’t wait to have it in my hand! I am so excited to start creating my classes and sharing yoga with people.

My month of being healthy really did fit perfectly in with doing the course, I actually felt pretty unhealthy for a lot of it as I my back started to play up and I got that wierd illness. However with my intention of being healthy, thinking healthy, eating the right foods, taking great superfood supplements and being kind to my self by taking a rest sometimes I got over it all very quickly. I am feeling FULL POWER now, as they say in India :o )

On Saturday night our teacher Vijay treated us to pizza. Here are my fellow Yogi’s, and Vijay (at the front) DR  Ganesh, our philosophy teacher;

Now I would like to ask for your help, I still need an intention for June! As it is my last one, for the purpose of this blog (and soon to be book!), i’d like to throw it out to you! Any suggestions would like very warmly and excitingly recieved….

THANK YOU!

Lots of love

xxxx

 

 

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The Power of Reiki

I thought I may have to give this weeks post a miss after being struck down by some weird illness for the past couple of days. One minute I was fine, feeling full of energy then yesterday morning I woke and every bit of me had no energy to move, I ached and was sick.

Other people on my yoga course have had it too, I am not sure if it’s some kind of food poisoning or just a virus. Or maybe the course is starting to take it’s toll on us 3 weeks in. As much as I am enjoying it I am now looking forward to it being over! Just two weeks to go….. the pace is picking up, we have a week ahead filled with 12 hour days of yoga practice, philosophy lectures and demonstrations, which are where we have to teach a group a series of yoga asanas (postures) whilst the teacher watches. We are also correcting people in the yoga classes if they are out of alignment, hopefully I won’t do any damage!!

Slightly ironic though that I get ill just as I am focusing on being healthy!!! The day before it hit me I had been to a health food shop to stock up on Spirulina with Alma (high in vit C which is the only vitamin Spirulina does not have) and Alfalfa, which lowers cholesterol and balances blood sugar amongst all other goodness. Super food- tastic!  Still I got ill though the next day, typical!

I was due to do my Reiki 1 certification course this afternoon and even as I was walking to it I was not sure if I should cancel. Every bit of my body wanted to be horizontal but I didn’t want to miss it! I have been looking forward to it so much. 5 hours later….and I am so so pleased I went along to it. I loved every second of it, my energy is not 100% back but I am feeling a whole lot better than I did this morning, and super excited!

For those who do not know what Reiki is it is a process of healing yourself and others by placing your hands on different energy centres of the body. You act as a channel for the universal life force energy….or if you believe it, as I do,  God, to heal where ever it is needed. When we have a pain our hands naturally go to that area and we do a form of Reiki to ourselves without even thinking about it.

The man who was running the course has such an amazing energy and is totally living what he teaches. He also spoke a lot to us about the power of intention which really added to the experience I have had of this journey this year. One valuable lesson to share with you, that I use in my life coaching with clients as well, is to not say “I want X” as saying that you will just be left with the wanting, noticing the lack of what you don’t have. Instead use you imagination to visualize what it will be like once you have it, this will create the feelings in you like you already do. Next write it down like you already have it and this will start to put it into reality. Finally have faith that it will happen when the time is right, be alert for opportunities put in your way to make it happen.

There is a lot more to say about the Reiki but this needs to be a short post as I need to get an early night, before our full on week ahead!

Until next time!

xxx

 

 

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Eat, Pray, Love…..my own version!

It’s the end of week 2 of the yoga course and I am still loving it! It’s amazing the changes you start to see from practicing 4 hours a day. I can do things that I couldn’t do last week and due to lots of chest expanding postures I can feel my heart opening even more. This could also be due to the fact I am having a little romance up here in the mountains as well! I literally feel like I am experiencing my own version of Eat, Pray, Love! Ha!

Javaid is from Kashmir and works in the crystal shop that I was drawn to on the first day, in fact that was not just due to the crystals, we seemed to be drawn to each other. I can’t really describe the feeling but it’s like my heart has taken over my head and I just feel slightly out of control. In a good way. :-)

I have never met anyone who so believes so strongly in the law of attraction and that we create everything that we experience in our lives, through our thoughts and intention. He puts all of his trust in God/ The Universe to help him create what ever he thinks about and wishes for his life. It’s very inspiring to be around.

As always with this journey coincidentally I have just started my last book to read….”The Power of Intention” by Wayne Dyer! I have had it on my book shelf to read ever since starting this blog and it now seems to be the perfect time to be reading it. Here are a couple of quotes that I love from it already:

Stay tuned vibrationally to the Source of all life that intended you, and everyone else here and all the powers of that field of intention will cooperate with you to bring into your life what you desire”

and

I refuse to think about what can’t happen, because I’ll attract exactly what I think about, so I only think about what I know will happen”

So often we think about what we don’t want to happen and then that becomes our experience. Instead it’s important to focus on what you want to create in your life and believe when the time is right it will happen for you.

Health wise I am eating lots of delicious fresh vegetables still and enjoying my morning cups of tulsi tea. I feel like I have come out of a cloud and got my energy back, full power! I am getting up at 5am every morning which gives me a couple of hours to  mediate and look through my yoga notes. I love having that quiet time in the morning before the day begins, I sit on my balcony looking out to the mountains watching the sunrise and all the animals and birds busy them selves around. I love it. Surprisingly I am not feeling too tired, I think that the breathing exercises (pranyama) we do every morning and evening help to energize my mind but still keep it peaceful. and centered.

We just started to learn anatomy in relation to yoga yesterday in

Trainee Yogis!

which we will be learning how yoga is a scientific practice that helps body, mind and soul. It helps to ensure full cellular health and that all your anatomy is in it’s correct place. For example you have a slipped disc after a while of practicing yoga you can apparently return it to it’s normal place! There is so much more to it but we have only just began learning.

Next week our schedule starts to get even longer, we are starting to be assessed teaching the yoga classes and continue with the anatomy lectures. Next Sunday I am going to be learning reiki so I will write again after that experience, I can’t wait!

Namaste! x

xxx

Chanting Class!

 

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Becoming a Yogi!

This is my first day off after starting the yoga course in Mcleod Ganj, it’s been quite an intense week! We all meet at 7am for an hours pranyama class, which is different methods of yogic breathing. The techniques are so powerful, I feel balanced, energized but also calm by the end of it.

After the breathing we have a 2 hour ashtanga power yoga course then a chance to eat! Which is a frenzied dash up the 234 something steps to the town to eat as much as possible! Next we have a 3 hour class on how to teach the yoga series of asana’s (postures) and how to correct people once they are in them, safely. At 4pm we have a vinyasa flow/hatha class and we end the day off learning how to chant. I have to say by 6.30pm our mind is more on what to eat next rather than devotional chanting but it is very enjoyable once we get started.

I am already feeling the benefits after 5 days, I am becoming more flexible, stronger and I am needing less sleep. I have been waking up at 4.30 every morning and watching the sunrise over the mountains wrapped up in my new warm Tibetan shawl. Surprisingly I don’t feel too tired, I think all the pranyama and yoga is having its effect on me!

Mcleod Ganj is a breath of fresh air, literally. I love it here! From my room I am surrounded by mountains and in the distance I can see the snow capped Himalaya’s. The air is warm when the sun shines but not so warm to make you sweat. It’s really like UK weather, aside from the insane thunder storms where you feel like you are actually in the thunder cloud. Lightening hits all around you and the thunder rolls through your mind.

Every day I watch the Tibetan monks winding their way down the hill side pathways to the temple, donkeys carrying their loads, goats on their way somewhere, eagles flying in the sky at my eye line and thousands of white butterflies rising from the valley. It’s so beautiful it’s untrue.

When I first got here I felt very run down, I think it was the change in temperature (I was in 40 degree plus heat before) and also a reaction to the peanut episode the week before. My intention of being healthy has helped me through though. I have been eating lots of fresg veg, drinking hot lemon and ginger and taking Ayurvedic health supplements for colds. It seems to have worked as my energy is back now in full force, of course the yoga will have had a big impact too.

I have also just discovered a new type of herbal tea that sounds amazing, Tulsi tea. According to the leaflet that comes with it (I have bought some to make in my room) it reduces stress, enhances stamina, relieves inflammation, lowers cholesterol, eliminates toxins, improves digestion, prevents gasteric ulcers, lowers fevers, improves digestion, supports the heart, regulates blood pressure and blood sugar, supports the liver and provides a rich source of antioxidents! Maybe it should be called Power Tea!

I have another new exciting development, I have booked to do my first level of Reiki. Reiki is a healing technique that works with the 7 chakras, energy points, through out the body. The course will also include how to use the healing properties of crystals. I have been interested in crystals for years but have become even more drawn to them since being out here. I have discovered a fantastic crystal shop here, it is full of raw crystals which have been released to the earth’s surface from the Himalaya’s to be used for healing. Often people will go in and cut off crystals to sell but those kind of stones are not as powerful. Just standing in the shop you can feel the calm but energizing energy from them.

So that is me for now! As you can probably tell I am absolutely loving being in McLeod Ganj. It feels like you are in Tibet as it is where the Dali Lama resides and all the Tibetans who have escaped across the border from China. I went to the Tibetan Museum today and learnt about the atrocities that China has been carrying out in Tibet. It is shocking that they are allowing to take over the country for themselves and suppress these lovely gentle people from living their lives how they wish.

Until next week! Namaste! xx

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Being Healthy…….in India, well trying!

My intention of “being healthy” has not started off so well! Just a couple of nights ago I had another near miss with eating peanuts, it really is a potential death trap out here! After going on a fabulous camel ride into the desert I went to a lovely restaurant for my last night in Pushkar along with the German girl I had just met. I ordered a standard mixed vegetable curry which I eat a lot out here and scoffed it all down. Only to then start to feel my mouth and throat start to swell, as if I had eaten nuts….

I soon learnt that there had been crushed peanuts in the sauce and I was reprimanded for not checking if there were any in there or not. I eat mixed veg curries over here all the time as they are usually safe. So for the first time in my life I used my adrenaline injection, usually milk calms it down but this time it wasn’t. My new German friend, Anni, and I sat and stared at the injection wondering how to use it and very courageously Anni stabbed it into my thigh!

To say I was scared is an understatement, each time I eat a peanut I really think this could be it. I still managed to say calm though, prayed and just kept saying to myself ‘I am ok”. The hotel called a doctor out for me and after chatting to me about what work I do in UK (?!) he gave me a prescription for some tablets to take for the next 7 days. I don’t know what they are but hopefully they are doing me some good!

I am ok now, I feel exhausted and run down but I also think that could be from the intense heat that it is here now and the craziness of a big city, Jaipur. It’s at least 40 degrees, in the afternoon everyone just stays in the shade, sips cool lemon mint juice and reads. It’s nice but I am looking forward to flying up North in the morning to slightly fresher weather. It’s hard to summon any energy up here in this heat.

I have been thinking a lot about being healthy out here in India, it’s such an amazing place but also so so dirty! My feet are permanently filthy, I am sure I am going to have to have some kind of foot scrape when I get home! I am actually quite concerned as well that I am going to be stinking of curry for weeks after I get back, I did a yoga class in doors in Udaipur and all I could smell was curry! …..but going home is months away so let’s not think about that just yet. :-)

After beautiful Udaipur, I travelled to a small town called Bundi. There were more monkeys running around there than tourists, it was fascinating if not a little scary as the red faced monkeys there can be very aggressive. In the gorgeous Haveli (traditional house) I was staying in I met an Italian man who had been staying there recuperating after having worms and a skin infection! This was shortly after he gor Guardia in Nepal. He clearly is not having a very good run of it in India and was looking for flights to Thailand to get out. People get all kind of illnesses out here and this strengthens my need for my intention even more! Each day I am having fresh juices, I take spirulina every morning which gives me all the protien I need as I am eating a vegetarian diet whilst here.

Speaking to eating only vegetables, I am loving it. I am not missing meat at all. Well ok every now and then I think about a cheese burger, but then I go stroke a passing Holy Cow and think I can do with out! I am not saying I will be 100% vegetarian when I get back to UK as I find when I say something like that it makes me want what is banned even more, however I am definitely going to mostly cut it out of my diet.

In the ashram I stayed in they taught us about their views on being veggie, one if which is that eating meat is putting negative energy into the body. The animal as been killed and then to add that into your system is to add negativity. I love animals, even more so since being out here. They are every where, animals and humans all live together…..probably doesn’t help with the level of germs but still you are constantly surrounded by animals here. Cows are so gorgeous, I have even been able to stroke them and now the thought of eating such peaceful creatures seems cruel.

My yoga course starts on Tuesday, I can’t wait! It’s going to be great to have a little home for just over a month and to see Vicky again, as she is doing the course with me. It will be fantastic to be learning more about yoga and practising 4 hours a day. I am not going to drink any alcohol whilst on the course and will be eating veggie diet so I look forward to feeling full of vitality at the end of it, hopefully!

Following are a few snaps of places I have been over the past week! It’s certainly been a whirlwind tour of Rajasthan but I have loved every second of it.

 

 

Lake nr Udaipur

 

Bundi

 

A Holy Cow in Pushkar!

 

Amber Fort, Jaipur

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Last Week of Trust…..Phew!

I said at the beginning of this month that the intention of trust would be an interesting one, well it definitely has! Just in the past few days I have been a few very different examples that have really tested my intention.

It all started on my overnight bus to Mumbai from Goa. The sleeper bus was due to leave at 5.30pm and arrive there at 6am. However we were hurried on to a normal bus, with no beds and told we would change buses later. 2.5 hours later after driving up and down, round and round, clearly stalling for time we indeed did get moved to a sleeper bus in the next town. Finally after a little bit of day dreaming out of the window I settled down to sleep. 6am came and went, we didn’t even seem to be near Mumbai. 9am finally it seemed like we were there, 10.30am still driving through Mumbai…..11am the bus broke down. No explaination, we were just dumped somewhere in the suburbs of craziness. Luckily I met a lovely man from Peru who I ended up sharing a cab with along with a Spanish couple.

Verdict: I can’t trust the bus to get there on time, however I can trust God/the Universe to throw people in my way to help me out and I can trust myself to deal with any situation.

So finally arrive in Mumbai, after 1.5 hours of trying to find a room (the lovely man from Peru carrying my backpack for me in the midday heat), I decide to go by the waters edge and have a look at the Gateway to India. I started chatting to a seemingly pleasant Indian business man. I would usually ignore chatting to the usual Indian boys who want to take my (and every other Western woman) photo all the time but he seemed safe. I was being open, going with the flow and agreed to have a juice at the side of the road with him. That was all fine, had an interesting conversation about the state of relationships in India and then he walked me back to my hotel where I was going to meet my friend Polly.

He asked if we could meet for dinner but I explained it was Polly’s last night in India and I doubt we would meet him. We swapped numbers just incase. I felt after he had bought me a juice I couldn’t really not give him my number even though I know we wouldn’t meet again.

Polly arrives and we go out for a nice cold beer. At 6.30pm I receive the first text from him asking us to meet outside the Taj Mahal Hotel (where the terrorist attack was) at 7.30 for dinner. He would be waiting for both of us. To which I responded politely thank you for the offer but we have somethings to do and then are having early nights. His response was to tell me he was sure we could meet for a quick dinner. I was a bit firmer this time saying “no we can’t!”.

That was that, or so I thought. Polly and I went into a restaurant to have some dinner and to my shock I spotted him standing right outside. So I panicked and slid over in the booth out of his eye sight. He stood there for ages, looking up and down the road, seeming like he was on his phone. Polly joked saying “he is looking for you”, and I think maybe he actually was….. When we go back to our hotel room I received another text “Hey, I seen you when you were in restaurant at my back and you were hiding yourself, was there anything wrong by side?”. What??!!!!

I of course ignored it and that was that.

Verdict……Do not trust strange men I meet on the street and give out my phone number! It can be foolish to trust people until they have shown they can be trusted.

The next day I said farewell to Polly and went off to get a 17 hour bus to Udaipur in Rajasthan. The taxi driver said it would take an hour, but he got me there in 20 minutes so I was there by 11.10 for the 12 noon bus. I was just dropped off by traffic lights on a busy junction and told the bus would collect me from there. There was no travel agency sign, no bus stop, just a few buses waiting in a line with nothing on them to say where there we going. I stood around for a few minutes then moved into the shade. Some of the men that were hanging around the buses asked where I was going and told me the big bus standing there was indeed my bus. They whisked off my luggage into the hold and told me to get on. I found my bed and went to get of the bus for fresh air as I still have 40 minutes to wait before we were due to leave.

To my surprise and fear they bundled me back on the bus and all got in, the bus took off. I was saying, but it’s not due to leave until 12? There was no one else on the bus!!!! The man was getting very cross with me by this stage and told me that they were only waiting for me, they could wait til 12 if I wanted them to but it was the right bus. So I decided to just give in and trust them. I said I quick prayer to keep me safe and settled into the journey ahead.

It was all fine, thank God! Verdict; sometimes you can trust…..it’s so confusing!

You would think that would be enough of a test of trust within 24 hours or so but oh no… Next up I arrive in the beautiful Udiapur,  after a quick nap and delicious breakfast on the roof top of my guest house I go off to visit the City Palace, amazing. After a bit of sightseeing I spot a very small art shop down a pretty looking alley way. I wander down to have a look. The artist seems like a very friendly sweet man and proceeds to show me all of his intricate art work. I love the paintings on the back of old postcards which he informs me are all 500 rupees (just over a fiver). I imagine framing them and having them in my new flat when I get home so I plan to get a few if I can haggle him down a bit. He accepts 1000 rupees for 4. I skip off happy I have got him down to half price.

How ever……just walking around today I see they sell these type of old postcard paintings eveywhere. Of course I can’t just leave it, I have to go check I couldn’t have got them for cheaper. To my shock everywhere else seems to sell them for 50 rupees!!!!!!!! I have been totally ripped off by this sweet man who introduced me to his wife and said to come back for chai one day as friends. I stormed back there to tell him he is a bad man, but no surprise his shop is all locked up. He has probably gone on holiday with my cash!

Verdict; haggle harder and don’t always trust seemingly nice people until you know them a bit better!

OK I will give you just one more example to show how it has been difficult to trust in every situation this month. Yesterday a man who ran a massage place nr my guest house had been trying to stop me all afternoon. Eventually in the evening I relented and stopped to have a chat to find out about his massage. He proceeded to press different pressure points on my hands and where I said it hurt he was telling me everything that was wrong with me. He then showed me a feedback book and he had many rave reviews. They all seemed to say just don’t think about it, go for it, the massage is amazing etc I decided I would have a massage later this afternoon as he seemed very good.

This morning I asked the owner of my guest house if he thought the massage man was any good. He promptly told me not to go. Apparently there have been many reports of this man touching women inapproproately, apparently awakening their “sex point”?!!! One girl that stayed at the guest house reported him to the police and he actually spent a couple of nights in prison because of it!!! Thank goodness I checked about this man…..

So as a conclusion to my month of Trust, it’s a very tricky subject. I used to think I was wrong for not being more trusting but actually as just the past few days have proved I do think that mainly people need to earn your trust.  I think it can be very foolish to trust everyone you meet until you get more of a sense of them. I am actually being sensible to be cautious!

I think the key aspect of trust is to trust yourself, trust your instincts – what you feel in your heart and stomach is usually a good indication. Also trust in God/the Universe, what eve you believe. No matter what gets thrown my way I trust it’s something for me to learn and that I will be ok.

All this aside I have to say I am totally in love with Udaipur, it’s just so beautiful and has such a lovely atmosphere. I just love all the paintings around all the door ways, which I think are for good luck. Creativity is just brimming over here. Being by the lake just creates such a calm tranquil vibe even though the narrow streets are busy with shops and rickshaws.

My next intention is being healthy, this is just perfect timing as I start my yoga teacher training course on 10th April.  So in April I am not going to have my regular fix of Bounty bars (my new chocolate obsession!) and am just generally going to eat and drink what ever is good for me.

I’ll leave you with a couple more pics of Udaipur!

Namaste xx

 

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Trust Life = Let Go Of The Mind

The past week has all been about relaxing, mainly due to the fact my friend Polly is here for a 10 day holiday away from busy London. We started off in a beautiful sleepy village called Mandrem in North Goa. Nothing really to do there apart from eat, sleep, lie on the beach and do yoga. Bliss.

To add to the perfection of the place to help Polly relax we found a brilliant yoga teacher called Steve who ran Hatha yoga classes with a Zen influence, so they were like a 2 hour mediation session. The theme was to relax! Perfect.

At one stage he had us pretending to be banana’s. It was funny! He got us to lay down with our legs and arms to the right and said “Be a banana” “Don’t try to be a banana, a banana does not try, just be a banana”, “It’s nice being a banana”. We couldn’t help but giggle, I think that was the point to lighten the air, but it was kind of nice being a banana too :-)

Interestingly though along with my intention about TRUST, in each class he spoke about “To trust life means to let go of the mind”. Which is so true. We get so caught up in the mind, worrying about how things will work out, which way they will turn. To really trust is to let go of these kind of thoughts, which only wind us up.

Also along the intention of trust I had a few vivid dreams this week all along the theme of getting trapped in a situation. I have a real fear of getting trapped in something I don’t want, mainly because I hate to let other people down. It really panics me and if I feel like I maybe getting trapped into something I don’t want I have to get out of it as soon as I can. I was pondering why I was suddenly dreaming this and came up with a new mantra…….”I trust my self to get out of anything I am not happy in”. After all I can quite easily get out of anything and I am not really trapped in the first place. It’s all in my mind.

As for trusting life, things are working out just perfectly out here. Vicky the girl I have met out here is going to do the yoga teacher training with me. It’s going to be so fun! I have until Monday on the beach when I am off to Mumbai, then Rajasthan. I am really looking forward to doing some more travelling now after all this lazing around on the beaches. Although it has been rather lovely!

I’ll leave you with a rather smart cow and a lovely sunset!

Namaste xx

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A Trust Amendment to my Last Post

Since writing my last post I have been feeling a little unsettled about writing that I can’t trust people here. Yes there are a few people who may want to take a bit more money from me but there are also some amazingly lovely kind hearted people here who genuinely want to help.

In fact as you travel around here by public transport, in the mayhem of the local bus stations you just get pushed on to the right bus for you. People just ask where you are going and then help you get there.

Another example if when paying for things. In this country no one ever has change. I am not sure why they issue 500 rupee notes because no one ever wants to accept them. Over the past week about 5 seperate vendors or waiters have had no change for me so accepted less than the full amount I owed and asked me to just bring it back later. They simply trusted me to bring the rest of the money back later on! Me, a stranger, someone who is just passing through for a few days, still they trusted me. Then here I am saying I can’t always trust them!

Saying I can’t trust everyone here is just how I am where ever I am in life. I don’t always trust people. I trust my close friends and family but not always anyone else 100%. I have had experience of people lying to me and letting me down (as most people have) which has resulted in me being a little wary of others. Simply, I don’t always believe people will do what they say they will do. That’s ok though, it’s up to them.

I’ll never forget the first time I went travelling, I was 17 and I went inter railing around Europe with two friends. Our parents drilled it down to us so much not to trust people that when a friendly railway conductor tried to lead us on to the correct platform we all ran away from him as soon as his back was turned!!! He was only trying to help!

So that is my confession and my amendment to the last post. I still can’t say I will trust everyone, I do have a healthy sense of someone who may be unsafe but I will give it a go to be a little more trusting of others! We’ll see how it goes…..

Namaste :-)

xx

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